Net Slut !!!

I don't get it sometimes. I'm a lot better at making friends on the internet then actually talking to people. I'm not really the most outgoing of people. When ever I go to a bar I'm content to stand alone by myself watching videos or whatever. It gets a little lonely sometimes, but being uncomfortable going up and talking to people usually wins out. I mean San Diego pople aren't usually the most outgoing people in the world. To be perfectly honest they are a little stuck on themeselves and quite cliqueish (I hope I spelled that right). Being ignored became a little regular for me. Unless I was with a bunch of people (not a very frequent occurence) then they would usually tell my friends that I was cute and then my friends would introduce me. I due have a tendency to always get along with the bartenders really well. I think it's because I tip them really well or the fact that I happen to tip per drink like you are supposed to. I've even dated a bartender in my lifetime. Otherwise I usually drinking alone which is really sad and pathetic

The internet is a whole different story. I have no trouble making friends over the internet. Of course we area talking a whole different way of meeting. It takes an element of trust (and that's something that I don't give easily so I don't get why I'm into this so much). Yet I have tons of friends that if I even show my face on Gay.com I'm getting bombarded with messages. I have a profile on Bigmuscle.com and I get email and stuff from the most gorgeous guys on the planet. It's flattering and a real ego boost let me tell you. Of course you do have your crazy people out there. I usually just ignore them. It's pretty easy to do. I get all kinds of request. If I charged I could make a good living as an Internet Slut!! I can get pretty annoying if you know what I mean. No I haven't met anyone special yet. I've met someone who has come pretty damn close. The problem with him, if any, is that he is over on the other coast. He's really nice and sweet. And damn, I have some great dreams a night lately because of him. Yes, He's that good. Geez, maybe I am an Internet Slut.